I'm Tired

When I say that I'm tired, what I mean is that I am exhausted

My mind needs a rest from overthinking

My soul needs a break from the world's toxicity

My heart has PTSD from ongoing trauma and abuse

Is this a call for help?

Maybe

Maybe I need therapy, or maybe I just need to sleep

I am overworked and undervalued

Disrespected and misused

Self-care is not going to heal these wounds or reignite my passions

I need true deep healing

How can that happen when it requires the energy I don't have?

I've spent too much time feeling this way and can't see a way out

Good night



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