My Fyshbowl Blog

When I say that I'm tired, what I mean is that I am exhausted My mind needs a rest from overthinking My soul needs a break from the world's toxicity My heart has PTSD from ongoing trauma and abuse Is this a call for help? Maybe Maybe I need therapy, or maybe I just need to sleep I am overworked and undervalued Disrespected and misused Self-care is not going to heal these wounds or reignite my passions I need true deep healing How can that happen when it requires the energy I don't have? I've spent too much time feeling this way and can't see a way out Good night

When I Am Gone  When I am gone from this world, how will I be remembered? How long before I am remembered at all? Would I have served my purpose? When I am gone, my shoulders won't be there to carry your burdens My heart won't ache for your pain When I am gone,  I can no longer be your listening ear or your motivation My smiles and laughs won't exist to lift you up I will have no more tears to hide in order to keep you happy When I am gone, my hands will be still for the first time My heart will finally be at rest When I am gone, I am taking all of my unspoken words The rage I kept to myself My hopes and aspirations will continue existing in my untamed imaginations The regrets and doubts will disappear Leaving only remnants of my existence When I am gone, my breath will remain in my children who will remember me in their souls I lived my life by the spirit and hope to remain in your spirit When I'm gone.