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Aria

  It has been a while since I last opened this blog For reasons I am aware Feeling crippled by the state of everything I am empty  So why such heaviness? Shoulders like a ton of bricks The weight of the world Continual twitching of my eye Nerves like electrical conduits Heart palpitations and tremors while at rest Rest? What is that? Tiredness unlike any I have experienced Sleep deprivation can be cured with adequate sleep Physical exhaustion can be remedied with therapy and rest Mental clarity can be achieved through meditation and relaxation This type of exhaustion is different It's as though my chest is being crushed  I can't catch my breath I panic The twisting and churning of my soul Make it stop I don't want to fight  The never-ending song that plays in my head The vibrato of life I want to quit this dance Being passed between falsettos and bass when all I want is to be  Muted Let me go now Tired of feeling Tired of thinking Remaining hopefu...